Was I supposed to know a thing about my destiny?
Crawling on my feet to rise like a bright shining star,
Was I supposed to know where my life was taking me?
Surrendering to the obnoxious world I never known so far,
Was I really wanted to grasp the things I lost?
Never realizing it’s true worth.
Was I not speechless to the mistakes I’ve done?
No matter how I reflect them to the people around.
I got a chance to prove my real worth and I suddenly failed to show what I was,
Somewhere my soul was shaken speechless to the words I’ve spoken without a pause.
I lost million people in life,
I never wanted to do so,
But provided with the choices I had,
I could not pretend to be someone else though,
Even if it was hurting me inside,
I could barely do anything for it,
I was proclaiming myself to regain the soul I lost,
But nothing could bring the time back that has gone unwrapping itself, I admit,
I was raving to myself for having no control over the situations,
But only silence was left after all the misconceptions.
I know I have done something that is not easy to forget,
But I know, no grudges are bigger than the friendship we had,
Still I smile looking back the time we had,
Laughing without a reason or finding a reason to suggest.
People were clowns to us as we pass around,
And figuring out you too have got the same thoughts that I found,
Somewhere my subconscious mind tells me you too want the same,
And that’s when I hope to meet you again.
I would be happy to meet all the people I lost some day,
Without looking back the reason that made us miles apart our ways.
Upasna Wilson
1st March, 2012© Upasana Wilson |2012|
